Tuesday, September 8, 2009
paalam
It’s funny how very happy memories cause you (particularly me) pain in the heart. Without being aware of it, suddenly you were changed, again. Your emotions were being filled up with feelings that used to make you happy but tonight, it does not. It does the opposite. It makes you sad, devastatingly sad. And all you can do is let the tears slide from your eyes onto the pillows. Feelings that you’ve hold on to and fought for in the past. A feeling that used to make you smile with just looking to the horizon. A feeling of entirety even when going home alone from back then. A feeling that you (I still) hopes to last till your last breath. But now, it kills you. This feeling is causing you pain. A feeling that squeezes your heart when you see that someone who caused it all. A feeling that wakes you up for another day to suffer. A feeling that make you long for something. A feeling that makes you more than depressed. A feeling that makes you dissatisfied. A feeling that only God can cure. A feeling God does not want you to feel. A feeling He will erase every time you feel it. A feeling that He will heal. A feeling that will be replaced with His everlasting love. Then a new feeling will rise… and you will never dare to let it go again.
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2 comments:
do you feel God's everlasting love?
if you do, you will recover from that pain easily.
in my opinion, you are the only one who can ease the pain that you're experiencing because the more you focus on that pain, the more you will not feel God's everlasting love which will of course make you feel more deppressed, dissatisfied, etc. so try to move on so you would feel His' LOVE.
mxdong emo tong pinost mo.
napakomento 2loy ako.
napaenglish pa haha XD
i think this post is not for God, but telling us that God did not want you to have a dissatisfied feeling.
I think you want to forget someone you must really love. Who is it?
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